"I've did my best and shall have no regrets"

2007-12-20T22:38:00.000+08:00

BYE BYE TO SEC TEXTBOOKS!!

What i wanna say now is like my title of this post!
HEH!
I passed N level! hehe..
Progressing to ITE..

Tho' i know its a sad thing that time passes fast.
Once again, it's a time to part with friends who i've been together with for 4 years!
Although It's sad,
but if we don't part, we can't find our interests and talents in us and do what we like..
So friends! Don't be sad! :)
Congrats and best of luck in everyone!!

2007-11-18T18:45:00.000+08:00

SHOW 一支独秀 TW CONCERT

Saw these clips on youtube.
Enjoyed them really much.
Really got to see how hard Show's working for his passion.

Here's the opening for the concert.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fg9fNC3FamM

There are also the saddening part.
The part where his mum actually spokes on her words over a VCR.
His mum fell sick and was hospitalized. SAD!
The words which his mum said to him was really touching!
Infact, i cried when i heard what his mum says.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m43xf1y8t_s

I really wished i could go to his concert!
But sigh!
NO chance i guess.

2007-11-07T21:20:00.000+08:00

After watching XGB bai fen bai..
I'm Ha-ing like hell now.
Cos of youjia's joke! haha

Youjia: 安伯政和Ella 刚组了个团体耶！
团名叫 'UMBRELLA‘ （安伯ELLA)

&

什么动物的胸部最大？
Ans: Zebra (Z Bra)

HAHA!
OMG~ LAUGHed like hell!
haha

2007-11-05T19:40:00.000+08:00

These few days,
i'm having very bad moodswings.
So sorry if i offended or make u guys out there unhappy..

I ain't sure if i am really happy right now,
it's just so complicated.
Many atimes i'm smiling,
i think i'm just faking it.
It isn't my trueself.

Things which seems to be there just seems so empty to me suddenly.
I don't know why i am feeling this way.
Sry but pls don't ask me what happen.
I don't wish to mention.

Alright,
time passes really fast and the one month contract with Teraoka will be up next week.
Heard that our contract will most likely to be extended. *SIGH*
Not that i don't wish to extend.
It's just that i'd like to try another new job at another new environment.
*PRAY*

Oh man,
thinking that this month is Nov.
Next month i'll be getting my results back!
Time really passes real fast!

Next week is prom night!
Till now, i haven't got myself to buy the prom clothes. =.="
Next week is chalet too!
But gotta work half day =.=

Xiaozhu's coming this friday!!
I WANNA SEE!
CANNOT MISS IT!!
ARGH~
It's a Bugis.
So maybe after the event i'll head to adeline shop? hmm~
Not sure..

2007-10-19T12:02:00.000+08:00

Now for a update! heh!
Today mood quite happy..
Well it's a 不能说的秘密！
LALALA~~

Later going to meet up with Kailin.
She's going for interview,
She ask me to accompany her go..haha
I believe she will get the job de! :)

Later at night got wedding dinner to attend..hehe!
Alright shall update real soon :)
Ciaos~

2007-10-17T08:37:00.000+08:00

I shall make a brief describe for now.heH!

Currently workiing..
Yesterday was first day of work.
not bad :) the people here are kinda nice.
Working from 0830-1745.
Office work at redhill

Saw this on the table i was seated in.

Once upon a time there were four men named
everybody,anybody and nobody.
There was an important job to be done and everybody was asked to do it.
But Everybody was sure that SOmebody would do it.
Anybody could have done it.
But Nobody did it.
Somebody got angry about it,
because it was Everybody's job.
Everybody thought that Anybody could do it,
and Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it.
It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody and Nobody did the job that Anybody could haev done in the first place!

Interesting huh..haha!
Gonna go for now.
More updates coming up..Maybe? heh.

2007-10-10T17:48:00.000+08:00

PICTORIAL POST

Yesterday went K-ing with Kailin :)
HAHA! She can really sing very well!
Thanks kailin for the call at night tho' i didnt talk to him.. :P

This post is gonna be a more pictoral one..

This was like a week or so ago,
With Szzj peeps :)

We went to HK cafe at Marina for lunch :)

'WOAH! CRAB EHH! But the price..erhm...'

Among all tempting food, This was my final choice of food :)

After lunch, we were at KBOX! hehe..

That's Wendy and me :)

Me and lynn :)

'LALALA~~' see..everyone's so engrossed in evon's and miko's singing! heh! :)

'Oreeyor--eeyore~~' :P

POSE POSE! hehe

Thats Yongmei singing :)

Miko and yongmei singing :)

'woahh~~ mei nv combing her hair lehh! :P '

4 of us.. :)

Friends since pri sch! hehe :)

After K session,
we had problems finding where to eat..WHY?

Almost every restaurant are all having long queues..

Luckily,
NYDC not much people! HEH!!
So once we are seated,
we quickly proceed the ordering for dinner..
And......Camwhoring Session! hehe :P

Group photo 1

Group photo 2

The cute looking bear.. :)

'Fingers star..haha!'

FINALLY! THE FOOD CAME!!

Looks delicious hor! *drools infront of comp.*

This too! *SCREAMS* OH MY GOD I AM HUNGRYYYY~~~

Whose fingers are making the twist? Make a guess! haha...
(P/S: Actually,i also dunno whose fingers are that! bleh~)

Whose finger? Dunno lehs..hahaha!

THIS IS MINE!! WEETTSS~~ I am missing it!!! *DROOLSSSSSSSSSS*

Thats my dinner + supper..
Its damnn delicious!!! really is MUSHROOM MADNESS!! :P
tho' it looks like ok for dinner.
But after i ate and i went onto the weighing machine,
*SCREAMSSS*
I gained *DOOT* kg.. :((
Oh man!
I am growing sideways!!!
SOB~ GYM GYM GYM!!!!

Woah..Unbelievable!
Hardly i have such a mood to blog pictures! hehe~! :P
Hopefully i'll to maintain this mood to share pictures with u peeps :)
So that u guys don't get ZzZ with my lorsoh posts! haha!
It's dinner time...WOO!!

2007-10-07T20:24:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's the day!!

Yay i'm looking forward to tomorrow!
You might be asking why?
Cos' it's my last N'LEVEL Paper tmr.

Last Paper = Can Work
WOO!!!
I'm dying to work! HAHA~
Even way before i take my N'Lvl..LOL!
Now finally its time to fulfill this! Heh.
It's like nearing 1 year since i last worked? hah.
Wanna experience new working environment :)

Back to the N'Lvl papers.
HAHA!
It's quite managable.
Maths was ok so was Science :) *SUPRISED*
Tho' some of the papers are kinda of more tricky questions :)
Hopefully i can really pass luh!
Not just pass.
But pass with flying colours! *I REMEMBER!* :)
Not just like saying the paper was ok and i did so badly! hahaha!

Recently i came out w' this plan.HAHA!
My life plan 'age-ING' chart i guess :P

Here's the following :

1. Get DAVP by 16
2. Digi-Cam by 16
3. Laptop by 17
4. Braces by 17
5. Manual Car License by 18
6. Private O's by 18
7. Shatec by 19
8. Work in MDC by 20
9. Car by 25

Currently that's my goals :)
What's yours?
Don't hesitate to share your goals with me.
Feel free to drop them in my comment box. :)
I'll be looking forward to your comments :)

Alright,
i shall keep it short and simple :)
Before those reading my blog goes ZzZ.. :D
Be back soon :)

2007-09-14T21:51:00.000+08:00

Today was kinda the Friday the 13th, although it's date 14th today.
Early in the morning had kind of 'scolding' in class by DM.
Some not very nice stuffs was being told. SIGH
Disappointment.

But i kelian someone.
She did nothing yet kena scolded by ppl. WTH?
She said nicely yet get all this shyt for nothing.
There's nothing wrong for what she's doing.
The worse part is she felt bad!
She shouldn't have felt bad.
She's not in the wrong.
It's the people at wrong!
WAKE UP PEOPLE!

Had a kinda bad morning tho. SIGH
But Ms Lui and Ms Agnes are really high/funny today!
They're so cute! haha~
During PE,
We were playing volleyball in the court and it was drizzling slightly.
Beside us was Ms Agnes and Alif they all, they were playing volleyball too.
Then after awhile, it started to rain quite heavily.
Ms Agnes told us to go into the shelter.
So we went with Ms Lui.
In the end, everyone left the court.
Yet, Ms Agnes and gang was still playing in the rain! HAHA!
She ask us go into shelter yet she's still playing.haha!

Then the following conversation made was really funny! :
*Ms Agnes still playing volleyball with gang*
Ms Lui: Ms Agnes ah! Tomorrow no competition ah?
Ms Agnes: Oh ya! haha! *runs out of court into shelter, giving that paiseh face and laughing*
*Meanwhile my friends was still playing in the rain*
*Ms Lui looks at Ms Agnes*
Ms Agnes: Eh! You'all! Come in lah! HAHA!

HAAHA! Maybe u won't find it funny while reading.
But when u see them having the conversation it was damn funny! haha..laughed like siao.
Then after that Ms Lui suggested to find somewhere play volleyball.
And we went with her to infront the bookshop to play.
Play play play..Play until halfway got 1 casualty, Alina. HAHA!
She play until halfway make until her hand.LOL
Then she cannot play.
Then i play awhile with Ms lui and jo then i stopped playing suddenly.
Then Ms Lui asked "XinYi ni bu yao wan liao ah?"
Then i replied her saying ya..rest awhile.
Then she and jo sat down with us.
Damn cute can! hahah..1st time she so funny der!
Then alina keep wanting to play..haha!
Ms Lui say cannot..hahaa!
Then after that Ms Lui played babyball with jo.
LOL~ funny!! haha
today was kinda fun.Cos almost all teachers very funny.haha!!

2007-09-12T12:40:00.000+08:00

Changed my blog song! heh.
Tang yu zhe songs are nice! I like i like!

Let's talk about yesterday.
Had CPA practical.
Yeah,i went school at 7am+ for assembly.
In the end,i knew that i was at 9am shift.sian!
Need to wait till 9am.
So i went to had chicken rice in school! hahaha
so early eat chicken rice.. =.=
But was irritated by. Shall not mention.
Finally! 9am arrived and went into the computer lab at around 9.30am.
The practical was quite easy! HENG~~
Finished it within 45mins?
I think so.haha! where the practical is actually 1 hour 15mins.
So lONG!
haha..nevermind! let's hope tomorrow's EOA practical will be alright too =)

2007-09-10T14:12:00.000+08:00

MOOD SWINGS GO AWAY!

My mood swings are getting worse.
Today don't really have the mood to talk.
One minute ago i'm laughing but after that i'm feeling really down.
Feels really tired and sad for unknown reasons.
WHY WHY WHY..

Sometimes i really find that i'm a nuisance.
I find myself really irritating at times.
I've tried my best not to talk that much but failed.
I hoped i am quiet which i used to be last time.
An apology to those who find me irritating on MSN or in person.
SIGH..

-I shall try my best to take whatever that comes my way from now.
Not to think about it that much.
Try not to disturb and all.
Hopefully i really can.

2007-09-08T20:09:00.000+08:00

Recently i'm highly active in looking for receipes and trying them out =)
WEET!! So cool..
Can't wait to tryout other pastries as the most recent "Chocolate brownie" was well-liked by my family =)

This afternoon went to IMM.
Walked around in daiso looking for moulds/equipments for baking.
In the end,didn't buy any which i chose.
Save money bah..Should have more somewhere around Singapore. =)

Recently bad mood-swings.
No idea why?
Hopefully it'll be gone.

I'm puzzled and lost.
I think knows.
But how true is that?
Not much hints or i don't know that was even hinting?
I didn't choose to *** though it did come to my thoughts quite a few times.
I find myself really irritating for what i'm doing right now whenever i don't get replies.
Not say i'm angry or anything,
just felt if was irritated by what i'm doing.
Sometimes i really hoped tells me so.
Though it might hurts but i'm okay with it.
At least i know.
And not letting find me more irritating.
Maybe i should just keep more quiet and not being my usual self?
In order not to be so irritating.
For me,
i thinks that guessing simply makes one more unsure of it.
That's whats happening to me right now.
After reading ******,
the more i'm lost and all.
Thinking and wondering.
I intend not to think now.
But it just runs through my mind whenever my mind is blank.
It did make me more vexed when i think of it.
Sometimes i just thinks if felt the same way too.
But why sometimes it don't seems so? SIGH.
I'm just hoping,
that everything's not blank hopes.
If in the end everything is blank hopes,
i also have no regrets knowing .

2007-09-07T16:16:00.000+08:00

BACK BACK BACK!

Yeahh~~!
Back to blog.
Was really lazy for the past few weeks to actually blog because my computer is really slowwww!
HAHA!

Here's a slight update

31/08/07 (Friday)
A normal but eventful school day =)
ACES DAY + TEACHERS' DAY!
Starting of the day,
it was ACES day =)
We did the dance..LOL! is really funny!
Mr lee danced till very cute~
Then Mr Lau danced till very funny..LOL
We had 2 periods of PE! YAY!
Cos before PE period is Ms agnes class.
Then we say we go PE then she say okay..YAY!
So played volleyball like mad and gave cookies we made to Ms agnes,Ms lui, Ms tracy and others =)
Ms lui like nv eat the cookies!
She's says she's not going to eat the cookies.. =.=
Hopefully she eats luh! =D

Yeap and saw seniors and all =)
Happy to see them =)
Cos like for sometime din see them =)
After that went to watch Secret with Jialing and her friends, PS & Peiru. =)
Secret was nice! =))
Worth watching.

03/09/07, 04/09/07 , 05/09/07
Had 'N' level language papers..
Well overall is managable..
But the last papers on 05/09/07 was kinda of suey for me. =.="
Super careless and throw marks away..
But nevermind at least i did my best =) no regrets!

Well recently got kinda guilty over something.
But since the person say not my fault jiu okay bah =)
But still will feel guilty de!
HAIS..Shouldn't have gave..
nevermind nevermind.
At least i gave =))

But knew that * enjoyed..
SO its okay! =)
Happy~! WEE~~

2007-08-14T18:08:00.000+08:00

EVEN IF I FAIL,
I SHALL HAVE NO REGRETS

Today is maths paper 1.
I've tried my best for the paper.
Like what my post title says,
Even if i fail,
i shall have no regrets as i've already did my best.
I have quite some questions in the paper which until now i should already understood but i'm still unsure.
So what does it says?
I think it's a call to me to buck up and really practice hard enough.
I ain't pushing myself hard enough.
I know this isn't my limit to studying.
I can push myself even more.
But my mind just don't go the way i think.
Which i simply hate.

For now,
i could slowly feel the stress to excel and do well for my prelims.
I have to know very well for myself what price to pay in order to get good grades for my prelims and 'N' level.
I wished i could score well.
But alone by wishing isn't enough.
Hardwork and time shall be paid to score well.
I hope i still can perserve longer for this last lap and be self-disciplined,
I really do.

2007-08-12T20:12:00.000+08:00

NICHOLAS!

Just came back from Nicholas event at Suntec City.
Well very disappointed with the way the event management actually arranged the whole event.
No proper barricades for the queue and fans were all around in a mess.
That's already worst.
The worse one was that there were not even a proper resting room for Nicholas!
No matter how early the fans are there for the event.
It's totally useless as the event management really didn't do a good job on that.
The managing of queue, fans and almost everything.
Took photos too.
I shall upload them when i'm able to as my computer isn't cooperating.
It keeps prompting that no USB cable is detected no matter how hard i've tried.
Forget it.

Tomorrow will be the day.
Gotta keep my fingers crossed.
Hopefully everything will be fine. =)
Going to wake up early in the morning to revise my EOA.

2007-08-12T12:26:00.000+08:00

Decided to blog before i go out..hehehehe!
Later going to ZDL event.. =)
It shall be the last event i'll be going for the time being..hmm~
Infact tomorrow will be my prelims already.
Yet i'm still going for events.
But nevermind =) Cos i am bring my books there to do revision! hehe!
Actually i think that it's quite okay to study at a event.
Because it's like when you study you'll have a motivation because you get to see someone you support.
And you can treat it as a reward for studying. =)
Alright got to go now.
Shall blogged more when i am back tonight =)

2007-08-12T01:00:00.000+08:00

GREAT DAY AHEAD

Just now had a great time at macdonalds with my classmates.
Laughing almost every minute.haha!
Thanks to Melvin and his friend's joke.
Really funny.
Kept laughing non-stop.
Meant to study =)
Did some study tho. =)
Coincidently saw alicia and her classmates there too..

Before studying, went to Jo's house to bake cookies.
Well..Kind of failed?hahhha!
Cos' the cookies is either not sweet enough or not baked enough.
Either one..hahahaha!
Driving us mad.
Hopefully by tomorrow we can get our cookies baking succeeded =))
hehehe!

Talking about cookies.
I'm dumb just now.hahaha!
Told mel (zy) that looking for a cookie receipe without cheese and milk in it is difficult.
After awhile,i realized "where the hell will cookies have cheese in it de?"
LOL! hahaha...really dumb leh me..hhhaaa =.=""

Anyway thanks to those who asked about my recent post.
This morning, i'm just trying to vent my anger of myself out of me =)
Really cannot stand myself for my attitude now.
So decided to reflect myself and do what is necessary.
But really appreciate what you guys said =)
Thanks for your concern. =)
Alright gotta turn in for now,
it's getting late.
So see ya..

2007-08-11T13:14:00.000+08:00

I SHOULD WAKE UP!!!

Monday is the day..
The so-called official start of prelims.
So far,i'm just concentrating on my maths.
And no other subjects.
Just what the heck am i doing now?
I don't know.
I'm just so forgetful that i actually left my books for monday's exam in school.
Damn..Why can't i just be slightly more careful and not so forgetful?
If i fail my prelims, i simply deserves it.
Cos i ain't doing any good to myself now..

One thing i hate about myself most is that i always failed to remember those important stuffs and i never fails to remember those useless stuffs..
I also failed to have self-discipline for myself.
I knew i don't want to repeat my mistake which i got my lesson a few years back.
But i just can't be disciplined till now! damnit..I simply hate such feeling.
I can't control my mind, nothing.
How i wish there was someone to discipline me now.
Someone who never fails to study with me almost everyday.
But who will give me the time?
I don't know.
Maybe i'm just being selfish?
Others have their own time and lifes to live.
Here,i am thinking for myself and wishing others could give me their time?
I must be dreaming!!
I'm not bothered so why should others bother?

If i fail my science this time i'll be in dead meat.
K is gonna call whoever's parents who fails prelims which he mentioned beforehand last tuesday.
I think i'm gonna get it this time. For sure.

I can't blame anyone at the end of everything.
But to blame myself.
For not working hard enough.
For not being disciplined enough.
How i wish there could be someone who constantly never fails to wake me up from my sucky attitude..
Motivating me or anything.

I wanna get into the DAVP.
But with my such sucky attitude now,
i don't even need to think to get this course after my 'N' levels.
I'm not doing anything.
Simply nothing for myself.
If i don't get DAVP will i be happy in ITE life?
I don't think so.
Going to one course which i totally disliked doing and isn't my interest.
In future,doing a job that isn't my interest.
I won't be enjoying but suffering.
It feels really terrible.
I really hoped i could be more sensible and working hard for myself.
Not to be disruptted by any other stuffs which is not associated and pointless.
I SHOULD WAKE UP!!

2007-08-09T15:06:00.000+08:00

Past few days was kind of fun =)

060807
It was english prelim exam.
Overall the whole exam was all about dengue.
Turned alot of us off when we wrote that..
Because all about it was to copy and paste.
But i hope it'll go well!

After english prelim exam,
went to MDC to see ZJ and all.
Presenting you the pictures of the day..

Me with shawn

Jo with benjamin (woo!! i sabo-ed jo..hahaha!)

Jo with zijie

Me with zijie

3 of us at taxi-stand

080807
Had National Day Celebration in school today..
Erm..it's really sian luhh..
After school went to Jo house to make cookies..
We're totally mixing the ingredients like nobody's business without any receipe. LOL!

Our first attempt of cookies

LOL! the shape is damn weird luhh..hahah
Looks nice? haha..but it's tasteless!!
hahahah why?
Because joanna didn't add sugar!! AHHHH~~~ =.=
hahaha!

Hence,we decided to make a second attempt despite the failure of the first attempt..LOL!

Baking in progress.. (*Prays that it turns out nice)

TADAA~~ Our second attempt..

Kind of got the cookies 'seh' haha!
But luckily still taste better than the first one..haha!

At the end of the day,
the washings done by me. =.=

That's retarded Jo with the cookies.. =X

2007-08-04T18:44:00.000+08:00

Just went to Simei ITE just now to check out the courses offered.
I asked more about the course i wanted which is "Digital Audio And Video Production (DAVP)".
The course is more towards designing base.
So i shall decide to get that course! =)
Although the course is only offered in Simei ITE.
But i think as long as i've great interest in the course,
i don't mind travelling from the west - east to do a course that i like.
Hopefully i could get the course =)
JIAYOU!

2007-08-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

I'm back at last.
Firstly, gotta apologize to those who constantly ask me to update my blog, but i didn't in the end.

Nowadays i'm kind of messed up with my own feelings, decisions and emotions.
Maybe it's because that prelims are just next week that causes all these?
When i'm doing nothing, i just felt EMO all of a sudden.
I really hated myself for being EMO!
Makes me think so much and feel sad and so on.
It's a terrible feeling.
It's like sudden sadness running in me..
I disliked it!
Makes me feel so down.
Maybe i should just drain my sorrows into my studies?
So that i could forget every sadness?

2007-06-21T15:58:00.000+08:00

I'm here at my cousin house just to play GE..
LOL~ Travelled from jurong west to toh guan..
On the way,
i only got to know that there was maintenance for GE from 10am-4pm from my friend.
Wah sian luh~ Really sian 1/2..
LOL~
But nevermind,can play after 4pm..hahah!
=P

Went Sakae at causeway point with Alicia and Joanna..haha!
Went with Joanna 1st and meeting Alicia there..LOL~
Then dunno why yesterday i ate really little?
But i drank lots of Green tea luh!
LOLS~ Drank like 5 cups or so?
I kept refilling after i finished 1 cup.. LOL?
Then Alicia really can eat ALOT loh!
HAAH~ Haven't eat finish jiu take the menu and see what to order..LOL!
Really =.=" loh..hahaha
Sad luh,i saved 'space' in my stomach for salmon!
But in the end only ate 2 plates of salmon sushis nia.. -.-
Cos i got sicked of the rice luhh..LOL!
haha..then ate until going 6pm..
We jiu go le..haha!
But have a great day =)

And yesterday night met my friend =)
My friend taught me lots of skills and tactics for GE..
WOOHOO~ Sounds really very cool loh..haha!
Thanks man! =)
Also managed to do some school work..WOOHOO~
Can play can study...hahah! It's worth it loh =))

2007-06-18T22:22:00.000+08:00

I'm back.
Hmm~ I just realised that next week school is gonna reopen le.
1 month passed just so fast.
Did i manage to do a good job by using my time wisely?
Honestly,i think i did not.
I just get freaking angry with myself that why just can't i use my time wisely?
Why can't i just make good use of my time before seeing all regrets happening to me. >.<

Yesterday was chatting with Melvin(ZY),
he was telling me his problem between him and a group of friends..
Well,i do face the same problem too.
Like what he said "We can live lifes much more happier even without them!"
Which i feel it's logical and very true.
Melvin,don't be upset ya?
Not worth it to be upset because of them.
Just show them that u can live life much more happier without them! =)
JIAYOU!!

2007-06-14T13:42:00.000+08:00

Cham, I'm GE freako now liao? LOL!~
Now cannot play GE! ARGH~
Dunno why also.. It says what "cannot connect to server" ARGH!
I know i'm addicted to the game.. =.="
我是真的玩到'笑' liao..haha!!
But nevermind when i go home i'll be a study freako..LOL!!
Cos' there's no GE no com nothing! HAHA!
So at night i'll spend my time studyin..haha!

Lots of things haven't completed yet..
Thinking of my science corrections, 就头痛..
So sian loh..I rather do maths than science!
Science got so many bloody formulaes to remember.
I've got so many of them messed up~ hais..
But bobian i gotta face the fact,
which is no matter how much i hate science,i still gotta take science exam in N levels.
Ya,that's one thing that i cannot change for sure!
So gotta learn to understand it now..
HAIS..Now? Is really too late to do anything..
Gotta force myself le..
Regretted for not working hard enough last year..
Shall not live with regrets..
Only thing i could do now is to work things out to be better and not repeat my mistakes again. =.=

About 2 more weeks left till sch reopen..
Hmm time passes really really fast!
At a blink of eye,
2 weeks are going to past..
Wow, thinking prelims are really very near le.. *SWEAT*

2007-06-13T18:00:00.000+08:00

Woo~~ Yesterday night only played GE for like 1 hr?
As usual i went to train myself yesterday night..
Added Bravoure in GE and decided to train myself first,
Cos' the place Bravoure's at requires lvl.14 and above..LOL.
I'm just lvl.10..haha!
So if i game there confirm die one..haha!

Yeap and this morning when i woke up,
went to chiong GE..haha!
Now lvl.13 le..
Gamed till siao siao loh! hahaha!
It was so crazy luh!
LOL~
But fun =)

2007-06-12T21:44:00.000+08:00

Woohoo~!
I'm hooked in Granado Espada!
Such a fun game!
The graphic is super super good la!
Imagine i'm not a gamer and now i'm one because of GE?!
Not forgetting,
I've promised my friend not to get hooked in the game,
i must have self-discipline =)
Luckily my computer brokedown le..
Or else cham ah!
If not i think i might spend the whole day sitting down there to train my characters..LOL!

So sians..
Lotsa stuffs haven't complete yet..
Left with 2 maths papers and Science paper corrections.. *STRESSED*
But i believe i can finish! =))
With the help of seniors and friends.. =)
Really glad to have seniors and friends who are willing to help me out..
THANKSSS! =)
I'll try my best to score well in Prelims and N' Levels! =)

2007-06-11T17:38:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!!~
Sleeping is nice..haha!
This june holidays,
i'm sleeping half of my day away almost everyday~ This is bad..
It means that i'm wasting my half a day away without doing anything..
But i just can't helped it to sleep~ LOL?

Nowadays i'm making use of time to do studying at night.. =) YAY!~
At last i'm doing something that benefits me...
Actually i kinda like studying now which is like LOL?!
HAHA!
But it's a good thing i believe! =)
Prelims are near..
Gotta keep my engine going..JIAYOU!

My friend helped..thanks ya!
That day played my friend's PSP too..
Woohoo!~
Very fun la..HAHA!
But i'm abit idiot at playing the games in there..LOL!
Why? I played a bicycle game and i kept banging the wall!~
LOL!! haha...really funny la..
But i'm looking forward to playing Car game!~ haha~
Crapping lame stuffs and all at the same time.. LOL!!
But i've a fun time =)

2007-06-06T15:16:00.000+08:00

Finally i'm back with photos and videos to update on the Eastpoint event!
hehehe~! =P

That day was actually meeting Ivon and Joyce de..
haha! But in the end,Ivon smsed me saying that she'll be late..
Then i was telling her ok..then i go inside the mall to shop..haha!
Went to walk walk with Joanna..

HAHA! Pornsak was the host for the event..
He's like keep on 'irritating' Diya..haha!
When Diya signing her autograph,
Pornsak keep asking her to sign faster..HAHA!
Then Diya was like irritated by him..
Diya:你可以不要一直催我吗? 很 stress 的勒!
LOL~

After that we went down to 1st floor..
Then when diya was walking towards me and Jo..
I called her and we gave something to her..haha!
A very funny stuffs indeed..haha~!
OoPs~ i think someone's gonna kill us if she knows about it? haha!!
Then after that fans including me and jo went to send Diya to her Maxi Cab..
Diya's very nice lah! =))
She suddenly look at me then smile smile jiu wave at me..haha..xia dao! =P

Then me and jo decided to wait for Renfred's performance at 6pm..
So we went to have our lunch at KFC.. =)
Pornsak was inside there eating too then after that Renfred came and join pornsak..
Renfred 是帅的咯! =P
I ate BBQ meltz! WOOHOO~!
Student rocks la..Got student price more cheap..haha! =X
So before i am turning 18,
i'm gonna eat lots of student meals? LOL!

Alright one photo of Renfred that i took which i really liked =P

Lastly,the videos i took of Diya,

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fHQnDs0m5A8 <-- 白色风车
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jz4jwks5mYw <-- Diya dancing http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gl7XCNLouas <-- 翻不完的夏天

Forgive me for the bad quality of the sound and video..
I used my handphone to record them..
I didn't managed to take Diya singing 依然是朋友..
Cos' halfway through the video, my handphone hanged! >.<""
Enjoy!~

When i've time i will upload Renfred's video =))

2007-06-05T22:53:00.000+08:00

蔡旻佑's songs are really nice..
It's the kind of songs i like =)
I was repeating non-stop of 我可以,Can You Hear Me,我想要说 and 翻不完的夏天.. =)
You guys might wanna check out his songs when you're free? =)
His songs lyrics are really very meaningful~!
His songs did touched me that much =)
Hopefully you guys out there will enjoyed it too =)

2007-06-05T17:09:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to 蔡旻佑 song, titled '我想要说'..
God..I'm so in love with this song!
I kept repeating the song non-stop.
The lyrics is just so touching!
我想要说~~
Yes..haha!! 我真的想要说!! :P

Watched Campus Superstar 2 last night.
I think it's a waste that JiaQi was out luhh~ *SAD*
I don't really support her but i think that her singing was alright and nice.
I want that char bor to be eliminated!
Xu Bin was out too.. 帅哥 OUT le!
But i think it's alright still got revival round~~

Next week contestants also got good looking ones like Wilson and Zijie!! haha!!
Anyway,Shawn's performance really rocked man!
He's voice WOO~!
Only can use 超赞 to describe!
That time during auditions he sang a part of 会有那么一天,
he can really sing very well!!很有感动度！
He's 13years old..
So cute and sing so well having such a nice voice!
Hopefully he can last till the end..!
Good luck to Zijie and Wilson for next week~
I believe they'll perform well.. =)
JIAYOU!~

Anyway that day Mr Fok wrote comment for me..
THANKS! =D
He write until like write report book..haha! so funny la~~
Wan challenge me in basketball..haha!
But i only know how to shoot =P
hahaa!!

Last saturday i went to diya event..
Woo~ Enjoyed myself!
Diya so cute la..hahaha!
Get to talk to 2 girls who sell bakery just right behind the event stage..haha!
They're so funny lah..hahahah!
The 2 of them so high loh..hahaha~
Renfred was handsome too! hahaha~!
Shall upload pictures when i have the time =)

2007-05-29T13:45:00.000+08:00

Now is school holidays for me.
But i shouldn't enjoy too much not doing anything.
There are lots of stuffs waiting for me to complete,
practice papers,revisions,class notice board and lots more..
Hmm..Gotta really work hard now!!
I am studying science whenever i'm free =)

I don't feel like saying what my MYE results are.
Cos' i feel that my results sucked totally.
No improvements made and my grades are dropping!~
But i decided to learn from my mistakes.. :)
Because that's the only way i can urge myself to do better in prelims and finally 'N' level. =)
And i must do well! haha..
Cos somebody is waiting to see the pocket appear a big hole!
HAHA! So must grant that somebody mah..hahaha! =P

Monday went Sentosa with Jo.
We were over-cooked! hahaha!
I went back home that night looking like a red lobster!
It's totally alike..haha!
I was kinda shocked that i looked like red lobster lor..
Cos really very red..LOL!
Luckily now my sunburn is recovering YAY!

Tmr going out =)
YAY!
But gott to do some holiday homework before i can't finish them =)
Gotta get myself motivated in studying...
PRELIMS IS NEAR!~
JIAYOU!

2007-05-17T14:54:00.000+08:00

I am back for blogging~ Finally!
Although now exams are over,
Today and tomorrow are marking days.
But i still have to prepare for the worse for Monday.
Getting back all the papers..
I got this omen that i'll score badly this time.

This is not the first time i got this omen,
It's weird..Why i say so?
It's because usually i will score badly during mid-year exam,
but during end-of-year exams i tend to buck up more..
But this year is totally different.
I won't be having end-of-year exams anymore.
Instead,i will be having prelims and finally GCE 'N' Level..

Hopefully i won't disappoint those people who put hopes on me for my results for 'N' Levels..

2007-05-08T17:34:00.000+08:00

Came to change the background music of my blog :)
I love this song so so much!

I won t talk
I won t breathe
I won t move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think
I don t look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
I m attached to you

I m weak
It s true
Cause I m afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

I ve waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hideIts time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I ve waited

This is true

You don t know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I m afraid to move

I m weak
It s true
I m just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

I ve waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that s true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life
I ve waited

This is true

I know when I go I ll be on my way to you
The way that's true

I ve waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that s true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I ve waited

This is true

2007-05-07T16:12:00.000+08:00

Very long never blog =P
I'm lazy to type..
So i shall let the pictures talk! =P
Enjoy~~

2007-04-01T20:50:00.000+08:00

I just realised that i did not blog for the day..
So i shall come and blog before i forget! =P

Went to eat lunch with Nad at Macdonalds and we started talking about Stomp. =)
Hee.Pretty amazing ya?

I was surfing around youtube.com just now,
came across these videos which really amazed me!!
I think that it's damn cool alright? =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ik8jICj8juc

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MiDcOWgXC0o

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FxUznvxFy-4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DFd425DjnP0

2007-03-31T21:17:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to blog about for now,
so i shall give replies to my taggies.. :)

dong gan chao ren: hi.. chao ren here again .. very long didn`t tag le .. just hope that everyhing will fine for u .. maybe ur face look more helpful .. so need to do alot things more.. but anyway .. jia you jia you !
- (Yeah very long u didn't tag..thanks! haha! hmm~ does my face looks more helpful?! Is it good or bad huh? LOL!)

Lynn-ChaoRen: Yoz DGCR~ She indeed look helpful..
and best part is she donno how to reject~~
Anyway, glad that she's well-loved in sch.. hehe..
- (dots. well-loved?! should i say thank you?! LOL!
I seriously don't know how to reject lo! haha~)

xiu: haas.. will relink eu soon ya.. ((:
hope everything ish fine for eu.. take care.. (:
here to tagged.. haas.. lols..
- ( hee..thankiew! =) Hope to see ya soon! u take care too ya? =)
hope that everything is fine for you too..hee. )

alina: dun feel so moody.ok?! =) smile.
- ( okie..thanks for the tag! =) you too don't moody alright?! hee. i sit beside you i will scared one leh..heh! xP )

lynn teo: omg, the place there are so NICE MAN! HAHA..
next time i shall go dating with you there. LOL . jk
- (HAHAHA! thanks eh! you very funny leh~ heh. the place is really nice.. =)
if you are willing to spend more money on food,
you might want to consider to have a meal at Cafe Del Ma..
The food at Cafe Del Ma is really nice and worth it! hehe.. )

2007-03-31T10:36:00.000+08:00

God! It's Cafe Del Ma!! =)
I LOVE THIS PLACE!!!
I MISS THIS PLACE!!!
I LOVE THE FOOD!!!
I MISS THE FOOD!!!
The atmosphere rocks there alright?!
Hee!
Those who've not been there before it's worth going there for a meal!!
It's damn nice..
***But it's quite ex. haha!
But its worth it..
I wanna try SALMON soon!!!!!! ARGH~~~
hahha..okie..enough! xP

I'm damn hungry now.. =.=
Just woke up not long ago.
Gonna go buy food later le!

2007-03-30T20:27:00.000+08:00

Was kinda of moody this morning.
I've no idea why i felt this way.

Just now did some talking with friend.
Hmm what friend said was kinda true.
Because i actually felt the same way too..
No idea why,
but the feeling was kinda strong indeed.
How would i define that as?
Is it good or bad? LOL!
Hmm,I don't know.. =)

I'm glad that the week came to an end! =)
After 5 days of school,
i could rest during weekends!

But also need to do some studying for my science and do practising on my maths when i have time. =)
I'm really very happy that now at least i've the interest in science and i'm able to answer the questions! =)

The whole of next week during maths lessons,
i wonder if there are any sweets given.
Whether there's jokes from the teacher to relax us down.
hm,hopefully there is!
Or else i think i'm gonna be bored and zZz.
Hopefully i could be more engaged in Science lessons too!

Shall turn in for now.
Rather tired today.
After a long wait for merely 2 hours after school.
I admit i lost my patience and feeling rather fustrated during the wait.
But i'm no longer angry now.

I feel that if i am still angry and fustrated now,
I can't turn back the time and do the things i plan to do.
So i shall just forget it.

For now,
Pray hard that things don't turn out worse on Monday!! *Cross fingers*
More people..More fun..More laughters..
Or else i really have no idea what should i do.

2007-03-29T20:31:00.000+08:00

These few days were really tiring in school!
Finally the week is coming to an end soon! =)
YAY~ Can rest abit le..

27/03 was House Practice,
I helped out at the 4x100m relay station.
When 4pm arrived,i was so damn happy!
Because i could go home,
thinking that i can rest le! =)
BUT! Ms Lui suddenly told me to help her sort things..
Shi jialat de lor! =D
Then help her do stuffs till 6pm+..
Super tired loh..
Then finally finish can go home!

29/03
Today the mood of everyone is similar as the weather..
Morning was PE lesson.
Got circuit trainings..
Got scoldings..
Hmm~ Hais..
Maths lesson got scoldings also..
What a day! HAIS~
I got a little headache after that..
Don't know why also..

Then after school gotta go for telematch thingy.
Hais! Why everything is me?!
Can't they stay back and help?!
Irritating!!
ARGH~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!

Hope that tomorrow will be better..
Today seems more like Friday the 13th..
=.="

2007-03-21T15:46:00.000+08:00

People!!

I've added my blog song!!

Hee.Very nice song righty? =P

Gonna introduce all of you this song.

This song title is named 'Till The End'.

Some might have heard of the song before but was unsure of who actually sanged it =)

Well,gotta tell you'all who actually sanged it.

The person who sanged the song was from Singapore,

a locally talented composer,David Tan! =)

Nice voice he have ya? Hee..

There's more songs out there which were composed by him..

Hope ya enjoy this song by him ya? *Smilez*

Anyway,
today was pretty alright in school.
In class was hilarious today.
LOL! FUN!
'The door spoil..Walk back door!' *PHEW*
HAHAHA!

During maths lesson,
Zhiwei's bag nearly 'fall' off the building from the 4th floor during maths lesson la..HAHAHA!
Cos' he put his bag on the table.
Then when *someone* went over to take his bag prepared to dropped it down the building
(shall not mention who is that *someone*later its principal not police charge *someone*
' gao lou pao wu' loh! hahaha!)
Zhiwei still at there gong gong!! HAHA! So funny loh!
Buey tahan lah.haha!!
Let's see who's the next one to let their bag fall off 4th floor from the air! HAHA!!

Hmm..I have forgotten to show *ahem* the concept maps.
I only remembered when i walked out of school.LOL!
Aiyah~ Then forget it loh.
Heck care..HAHA!
Tomorrow then show *ahem*.
I doubt if *ahem* even saw the note i wrote.

Bored.
Mondays to Fridays now i gonna get really bored!
No more Hana Kimi!!
sians.
Gonna really start studying le.
This friday is gonna go study with Evon =)

My computer is really unstable!
I got irritated by it..
I just wondered what the hell actually happened.
Repaired for times and still it doesn't works well!
ARGH~ Getting on my nerves.
Forget it.
How i wish my dad could just sell this computer away.
Thinking positively,
not working well is also good.
As i can concentrate more on studies than surfing the net.
SR is my motivation!! HAHA! =P

I don't how i found you,
I'm thankful that i have,
That i have a love so true.
To hold to keep to share..

In my heart,
I can no longer hold inside
All of the love i used to hide..
I'll always be with you until the very end..

What beautiful lyrics!! =)
Hmm..My recent madness of this song!
I thinks that this song is so damn sweet.
I'll melt if a guy sing it for me.
LOL! But i'm dreaming lah..
Aiyah,It wouldn't even happen to me!
*STOP dreaming!*

2007-03-20T22:36:00.000+08:00

It've been days that i didn't even blog.LOL!

I've been busy recently with my Science concept maps!!!
It took me so damn long to complete all 7 chapters. >.<

Today suey suey i never bring the concept maps and *ahem* checked.
Then me and jo forget to bring left it at home.
Wenbing also left his concept maps at home.
He went over to tell *ahem* that he left it at home.
Then you know what *ahem* replied?
"If you left it at home means you never do the concept maps, go back to your seat and stand!"

Damnit!!
It's like what logic is that?!,
Left it at home = Never do
It's like,
HELLO! How would you conclude that if we never bring meaning that we didn't do it?

In the end,
he told me,jo,wenbing and nazri to show the concept maps to him after school to be fair to the others who completed.
You know what,
i chiong all the way home just to get the concept maps and went back to school to show him..
But who knows,he went for meeting! It's like walao..wasted trip!!!!
I've no choice but to write a small note and mafan ms wong to help me put on his table..
Hopefully he sees it!!
Or else i've nothing more to say.

Motivation keeps me going!
Keeps me to move forward..

2007-03-17T00:51:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!~
I'm back! =)
Now it's 12.53am.
Yeah,I'm not sleeping yet! LOL!
Shall share with you'all about the Gig at Hua Yi just now. =)

Hmm,it was quite alright.
Certain bands were corrupted while performing due to mic failures etc.
But overall it was quite high.

The speakers were powerful,
my personal opinion here,
i think that the speakers should've been raised up on a stand or something,
so that the music could be broadcasted out more clearly.

There's also special appearance by Hua Yi's Singapore Idol contestant,Rahimah =)
She sang 5 songs? I didn't really count.
Shall post up the videos i recorded to youtube when i've time. =)

I've to mention,
Rahimah's brother is so damn KAWAII!!! =D
He ran up the stage while Noh they all was preparing to perform.
LOL~ SO CUTE LAH!!
He's very active,run here and there.. =)

Anyway to T.,
I won't disappoint you one! =) No worries.
Thanks that you offered me a treat at Secret Receipe if i pass my exam too!
Paiseh to let you 'puo fei' if i pass my exam.
Shall take it like you said,
a celebration and a gift from you =)
Thanks!!
That shall be my motivation to work harder for my exams! Hee. =P

After the gig,
Me,Nadia,Herda and Alif headed to Macdonalds' for dinner.
But Nadia and Herda left first.
So only left with me and Alif.
Suddenly,i saw someone jumped out from nowhere outside Macdonalds' trying to scare me and Alif.
It was Rahimah. HAHA!
She very funny lah.
Seriously,i got a shock.
Then she came in to join us.
We chatted.
Then Rahimah left home first because she's still meeting her friend after that.
So after that me and alif went home too.
Overall,it was quite a enjoyable but tiring day =)
That's about all.

And ya,
Zijie got through CSS audition!!
Congrats to him!
Although i don't know him in person,
but i like his voice.
Very nice loh! =)
JIAYOU ZIJIE! GOGOGO!

More to blog tomorrow,
gonna meet up with SZZJ peeps! =)
Sure have lots to update.
Stay tune! =)

2007-03-15T14:17:00.000+08:00

Gonna love this blogskin to bits!! =D

Very nice is all i could say for this blogskin.

Wuchun is damn shuai in it loh.. muahaha!

Don't you agree? hah~ =P

Just now chatted with David online.. =)

Very long never chat with him le,

actually i didn't expect he still remembers me.

We chatted alot..haha..

I agreed with him that *ahem* can't sing!

OH YA,

gonna have two thumbs up for David!

His composings are really good! =)

The melody was soothing and the lyrics were touching..

He's such a good songwriter is all i can say! =)

Keep going ya?

Just now Evon was asking me if i'm going for CSS audition,

i don't think i'm going.

Because there's major exam this year coming up.

She's not going as well,

her mum don't allow her because of O levels..

Wasted!!If Evon go she sure win one! correct? hahaha... =D

I still have homework that i didn't even lay a finger on~~

Well,

heck,it's just waste of time!

Not say i am not willing to finish the task,

I just think that it isn't beneficial for me at all.

Evon says she'll have more time for WUZUN after her O'levels,

I'm thinking after my N' levels,

I'll have more time to do what i really want..

I am planning to get a job,

when i have earned enough money,

I'll want to go to a good music school to learn music.

Which is my interest =)

I believe i'll enjoy it as it's my interest..

After that,

it's my time to do whatever songs i want! hahaha..

The feeling would be cool i believe! =)

I think for now,

i should think of more ways to help myself in my studies..

I feel that my grades are dropping somehow.

What's the problem with me?!

Is it a matter of time?

Do i have the right attitude for studies?

I think that i don't have the right attitude towards studies.

I always think that i cannot do in certain subjects that i'm weak in.

I'm always giving myself excuses,

Hence,

There's no way that i could excel in those subjects because of my attitude is totally wrong..

How i wish i could do something to help myself,

I knew hardwork could let me excel..

It've happened before.

But i just couldn't work hard now.

My engine is not starting to move now..

I really gotta buck up!!

It's never too late to figure out on my studies..

I can't just say without doing anything about it.

I can't make empty promises..

I gotta work hard now before it's too late..

Before i regret like in the past.

All i could do now is to get my engine moving..

Get myself prepared enough to sit for the exams and do well.

I realise i can't even understand some basics and can't even do a Sec 3 paper..

GOSH~ It's bad..

It's a sign to warn me to stop my wrong attitude to studying!!

HMM~~ SHALL BUCK UP NOW!!

HOPEFULLY all these reflections will stuck in my brain!

Gonna start studying with Evon next week le..

Really gonna thank Evon for being so ONZ! =)

Bu kui shi wo de hao peng you! =))

You jiayous for your O'levels too okie? =)