EVEN IF I FAIL,
I SHALL HAVE NO REGRETS

Today is maths paper 1.
I've tried my best for the paper.
Like what my post title says,
Even if i fail,
i shall have no regrets as i've already did my best.
I have quite some questions in the paper which until now i should already understood but i'm still unsure.
So what does it says?
I think it's a call to me to buck up and really practice hard enough.
I ain't pushing myself hard enough.
I know this isn't my limit to studying.
I can push myself even more.
But my mind just don't go the way i think.
Which i simply hate.


For now,
i could slowly feel the stress to excel and do well for my prelims.
I have to know very well for myself what price to pay in order to get good grades for my prelims and 'N' level.
I wished i could score well.
But alone by wishing isn't enough.
Hardwork and time shall be paid to score well.
I hope i still can perserve longer for this last lap and be self-disciplined,
I really do.

NICHOLAS!

Just came back from Nicholas event at Suntec City.
Well very disappointed with the way the event management actually arranged the whole event.
No proper barricades for the queue and fans were all around in a mess.
That's already worst.
The worse one was that there were not even a proper resting room for Nicholas!
No matter how early the fans are there for the event.
It's totally useless as the event management really didn't do a good job on that.
The managing of queue, fans and almost everything.
Took photos too.
I shall upload them when i'm able to as my computer isn't cooperating.
It keeps prompting that no USB cable is detected no matter how hard i've tried.
Forget it.

Tomorrow will be the day.
Gotta keep my fingers crossed.
Hopefully everything will be fine. =)
Going to wake up early in the morning to revise my EOA.

Decided to blog before i go out..hehehehe!
Later going to ZDL event.. =)
It shall be the last event i'll be going for the time being..hmm~
Infact tomorrow will be my prelims already.
Yet i'm still going for events.
But nevermind =) Cos i am bring my books there to do revision! hehe!
Actually i think that it's quite okay to study at a event.
Because it's like when you study you'll have a motivation because you get to see someone you support.
And you can treat it as a reward for studying. =)
Alright got to go now.
Shall blogged more when i am back tonight =)

GREAT DAY AHEAD

Just now had a great time at macdonalds with my classmates.
Laughing almost every minute.haha!
Thanks to Melvin and his friend's joke.
Really funny.
Kept laughing non-stop.
Meant to study =)
Did some study tho. =)
Coincidently saw alicia and her classmates there too..


Before studying, went to Jo's house to bake cookies.
Well..Kind of failed?hahhha!
Cos' the cookies is either not sweet enough or not baked enough.
Either one..hahahaha!
Driving us mad.
Hopefully by tomorrow we can get our cookies baking succeeded =))
hehehe!


Talking about cookies.
I'm dumb just now.hahaha!
Told mel (zy) that looking for a cookie receipe without cheese and milk in it is difficult.
After awhile,i realized "where the hell will cookies have cheese in it de?"
LOL! hahaha...really dumb leh me..hhhaaa =.=""


Anyway thanks to those who asked about my recent post.
This morning, i'm just trying to vent my anger of myself out of me =)
Really cannot stand myself for my attitude now.
So decided to reflect myself and do what is necessary.
But really appreciate what you guys said =)
Thanks for your concern. =)
Alright gotta turn in for now,
it's getting late.
So see ya..

I SHOULD WAKE UP!!!


Monday is the day..
The so-called official start of prelims.
So far,i'm just concentrating on my maths.
And no other subjects.
Just what the heck am i doing now?
I don't know.
I'm just so forgetful that i actually left my books for monday's exam in school.
Damn..Why can't i just be slightly more careful and not so forgetful?
If i fail my prelims, i simply deserves it.
Cos i ain't doing any good to myself now..

One thing i hate about myself most is that i always failed to remember those important stuffs and i never fails to remember those useless stuffs..
I also failed to have self-discipline for myself.
I knew i don't want to repeat my mistake which i got my lesson a few years back.
But i just can't be disciplined till now! damnit..I simply hate such feeling.
I can't control my mind, nothing.
How i wish there was someone to discipline me now.
Someone who never fails to study with me almost everyday.
But who will give me the time?
I don't know.
Maybe i'm just being selfish?
Others have their own time and lifes to live.
Here,i am thinking for myself and wishing others could give me their time?
I must be dreaming!!
I'm not bothered so why should others bother?

If i fail my science this time i'll be in dead meat.
K is gonna call whoever's parents who fails prelims which he mentioned beforehand last tuesday.
I think i'm gonna get it this time. For sure.

I can't blame anyone at the end of everything.
But to blame myself.
For not working hard enough.
For not being disciplined enough.
How i wish there could be someone who constantly never fails to wake me up from my sucky attitude..
Motivating me or anything.

I wanna get into the DAVP.
But with my such sucky attitude now,
i don't even need to think to get this course after my 'N' levels.
I'm not doing anything.
Simply nothing for myself.
If i don't get DAVP will i be happy in ITE life?
I don't think so.
Going to one course which i totally disliked doing and isn't my interest.
In future,doing a job that isn't my interest.
I won't be enjoying but suffering.
It feels really terrible.
I really hoped i could be more sensible and working hard for myself.
Not to be disruptted by any other stuffs which is not associated and pointless.
I SHOULD WAKE UP!!

Past few days was kind of fun =)

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It was english prelim exam.
Overall the whole exam was all about dengue.
Turned alot of us off when we wrote that..
Because all about it was to copy and paste.
But i hope it'll go well!

After english prelim exam,
went to MDC to see ZJ and all.
Presenting you the pictures of the day..

Me with shawn


Jo with benjamin (woo!! i sabo-ed jo..hahaha!)


Jo with zijie


Me with zijie


3 of us at taxi-stand


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Had National Day Celebration in school today..
Erm..it's really sian luhh..
After school went to Jo house to make cookies..
We're totally mixing the ingredients like nobody's business without any receipe. LOL!

Our first attempt of cookies

LOL! the shape is damn weird luhh..hahah
Looks nice? haha..but it's tasteless!!
hahahah why?
Because joanna didn't add sugar!! AHHHH~~~ =.=
hahaha!

Hence,we decided to make a second attempt despite the failure of the first attempt..LOL!

Baking in progress.. (*Prays that it turns out nice)


TADAA~~ Our second attempt..

Kind of got the cookies 'seh' haha!
But luckily still taste better than the first one..haha!

At the end of the day,
the washings done by me. =.=


That's retarded Jo with the cookies.. =X

Just went to Simei ITE just now to check out the courses offered.
I asked more about the course i wanted which is "Digital Audio And Video Production (DAVP)".
The course is more towards designing base.
So i shall decide to get that course! =)
Although the course is only offered in Simei ITE.
But i think as long as i've great interest in the course,
i don't mind travelling from the west - east to do a course that i like.
Hopefully i could get the course =)
JIAYOU!

I'm back at last.
Firstly, gotta apologize to those who constantly ask me to update my blog, but i didn't in the end.

Nowadays i'm kind of messed up with my own feelings, decisions and emotions.
Maybe it's because that prelims are just next week that causes all these?
When i'm doing nothing, i just felt EMO all of a sudden.
I really hated myself for being EMO!
Makes me think so much and feel sad and so on.
It's a terrible feeling.
It's like sudden sadness running in me..
I disliked it!
Makes me feel so down.
Maybe i should just drain my sorrows into my studies?
So that i could forget every sadness?